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July 06, 2004
Realizing gospel...
As I began to catch up on a little Blog reading today, I found this from the pastor of my church, Tim Keel:
I want Presence. I want transformation. I want Christ in me, the hope of glory. I want to be disturbed. I want mystery. I want confusion. I want crisis. I want to be lead away. I want to interact with a centurion. I want Jesus. I want Jesus over a life-time. I want Jesus as the rhythm and cadence of my life. I want to sit under my rabbi and be still. I want year-to-year agonizing discipleship. I want season-to-season joyful engagement. I want month-to-month invitations to death. I want week-to-week laughter and friendship amongst the people of Jesus. I want day-to-day servanthood. I want moment-to-moment submission. I want more….This. This is a little bit of what I was trying to get at a while back. Thanks, pastor.
I’m not even getting close.
Read why Tim Keel was on this strain here.
Over the past few years, it’s been getting harder and harder for me to consider what “gospel” really means (but, if you visit this Blog regularly, you probably already know that). It is tedious. It is frustrating. I mean, I know what it is…in my heart and soul. But, I find it hard to explain it. It’s just so big. I desire share the Good News. I want to tell peopla about my Lord. But it’s difficult to know how to “preach” the gospel if the gospel doesn’t quite fit into my neat little preconceived notions of it (i.e., I’ve heard a lot about the “gospel” over the last thirty-some-odd years and a lot of it just isn’t jibing with me anymore). What I don’t want to do is come up short and give an inaccurate testimony of who God is.
Trust is part of it. I must trust the Holy Spirit in this. But, see? All of those things that Tim described above. That’s all part of it. But not all of it.
More later.
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It is now five years later. My wife and I have rebuilt our marriage on the foundation of the gospel. It has been the hardest thing I have ever done. Tim in a quiet manner you helped put a whole families name in the book of the lamb. For that Theresa and I can’t thank you enough.
Patrick () (URL) - July 09, 2004 at 10:38 pm
Dennisthemenace () - July 29, 2004 at 1:42 pm
timsamoff () (URL) - July 29, 2004 at 7:59 pm
That Joan Osborne song is not only heretical, it just plain sucks.
Dennisthemenace () - August 02, 2004 at 10:59 am
silke () (URL) - March 18, 2005 at 2:40 pm
dennisthemenace () - March 19, 2005 at 1:47 pm
Thanks, for stopping by, Silke! If you are Antonia, you’ve got a great voice!
timsamoff () (URL) - March 19, 2005 at 6:46 pm
dennisthemenace () - March 21, 2005 at 09:30 am


