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March 31, 2005

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Mortality, part 4

Pills, , : Many nights, as I trudge into the bathroom to take my pills, I become annoyed. I pitch a fit. I get grumpy. I ask (no one in particular) why I have to keep taking pills every night.

I really make quite a scene sometimes.

Julianna is patient with me. She understands better than I do.

I was talking about this with my friend, , a couple of weeks ago and she said something interesting that kind of put it all in perspective…

I was complaining, “I just hate the fact that I am going to have to take pills for the rest of my life.”

In turn, Katy responded, “Yeah, but if taking pills means that you’ll have a ‘rest of your life’...”

That makes sense. Still, why do I have this ongoing, internal struggle everytime I see my pill box?

I think I know why…

Each night, when it comes time to take my pills, I am reminded that I am mortal. I am reminded that my was real and that I am living a temporary life. You see, it’s easy to recognize a temporary life — we all know that we won’t live forever — but it’s quite another thing to be confronted with it every night of your life.

(Read more entries on my mortality.)

Posted at 06:15 am

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Comments (3):
Wow! Quite an impressive story you wrote here. Yeah, it’s quite uncomfortable to face real life facts this way, I agree. Your friend Katy is right, as far as I’m concerned. Maybe some day you’ll get used to taking those pills…

Albert (URL) - March 31, 2005 at 10:08 am

Thanks, Albert.

timsamoff () (URL) - March 31, 2005 at 1:33 pm

damn. i felt that one. that made me stop and think a bit… ouch. i was meaning to ask about this, too. i guess i hoped it had…“cleared up” or something. good post.

dennisthemenace () - March 31, 2005 at 3:28 pm

  
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